Someday, this will be true .

just close your eyes, the sun is going down .
in the morning .
when i woke up, harry was already gone . there was no one in the house . only char . she was playing with toys in her cot .
me: good morning darling .
char looked at me with her big, blue eyes .
that day went pretty well . i played with char and we just had some kind of kid & mother time . until . louis called me .
me: oh hi louis ! what's going on there .
louis: liam is there in a minute . you're going to the hospital .
me: what ? why ?
louis: ... someone shot harry ..
i dropped the phone to the floor . i couldn't breathe . char looked me . i had to pick up the phone .
me: .. what ..
louis: we were on the stage, just you know like normally, when someone just .....
me: is he still alright ..?
louis: i ... i don't really know .. he's going to the hospital with an ambulance ..
me: but if liam is going to get me there, who's gonna look after char ?
louis: niall is coming with him .
me: okay ...
louis: are you okay ..?
me: no i'm not .. i mean .. there has to be always some kind of drama in my life .. i'm so sick of it ..
louis: hmh ... but hey i think liam will be there soon , and i gotta go to the hospital now .. so byee
me: bye .
i dropped the phone again . i cried . how can this be possible . then suddenly niall and liam came inside to the living room, where i was with char . liam looked at me for a while, then he lifted me up and hugged me .
liam: don't cry .. it's gonna be alright ..

i couldn't say a word . i was so broken . niall went to play with char . liam pulled me to the car .
in the hospital .

when we got to the section where harry was , i saw louis crying . zayn sat right next to him . i think he cried also . we went to sit next to them . we just sat there like fifteen minutes , and then i just couldn't be quiet .
me: where did he get that shot .. ?
louis looked at me .
louis: to the chest ..
then just . my body went totally numb . what if harry's going to die . and how could i tell it to char, that she doesn't have a father . i needed to see harry right now .
me: can i see him .. ?
louis: yes .. but i'm not coming .. it's too hard to see one of my best friends just lying there and ...
i got up from the chair . i looked at the door right in front of me . harry was there . i went towards the door . i opened it . i went inside . i closed the door . then i looked at the hospital bed . harry was there , he was sleeping or something ... i took a chair and i went to sit next to harry . i just sat there . i felt myself safe . i looked at harry . he was pale . at least he was alive . it was quiet . suddenly harry opened his eyes .
me: harry !
harry: hi ....
me: are you okay ?
harry: erm .. i think yeah ..
me: i thought you were dying .. god thanks that you're alive ..
harry: hmh ..
me: .....
harry: where's char ?
me: she's at home with niall ..
harry: okay ...
i had nothing to say . i was so terrified . anything can happen .
harry: dear ...
me: ?
harry: if something happens . if . remember, that i'll always , no matter what ,i'll love you . 
me: but there's not happening anything, right ..?
harry: honestly ..... i don't know .. i can't even get up from here, because if i get up, my chest hurts too much ..
i started to cry ..
me: but if you die .. oh god, i can't even think about life without you ..
harry: baby, don't cry .. please, don't .. i'm not going to die ..
me: how can you know that ? have those doctors even checked you ? i mean, do they know what's going on with you ?
harry: not really .. they just took a couple test etc ..
me: so there's possibilities that you can .... die .. ?
harry: honestly, i don't believe in that .. i don't think that it's my time to go .. i have the cutest child in this world, and i have you . you mean the world to me ..
i couldn't say a word . i just cried . harry was quiet too . then some kinda doctor came inside, louis,liam and zayn straight behind him . he told us that the bullet, which went through harry's body , contained a very dangerous ... poison ... louis ran out of the room . zayn went with him. liam looked just shocked . and i fell down to my knees . i cried . i might lose the love of my life .
liam: so .. he's gonna .. survive ? right .. ?
the doctor: well .. maybe, maybe not .. that poison is .. really dangerous .. there's 10% chance that he's gonna survive .
me: excuse me, WHAT ? ten fucking percent ? you're a doctor ! you can't let him die .
theeeee doctor: we've done everything what we can do .. we just have to .. wait .
harry looked fearful . he was really afraid .
liam: how long is he going to stay here .. ?
the doctor: about two months ?
in that moment. i knew . that this might be the end of band called one direction . if harry dies, it'll be the end . if harry doesn't die, it's not the end . but there were _only_ 10% chance that he'll survive . c'moon, think of it . seriously . two months . they had to cancel about .. i don't know, 50 gigs ? ...
the doctor left the room . liam went to the corridor with louis and zayn . i were just crying on the floor .
harry: dear.. come here ..
i got up from the floor and sat back to the chair next to harry. 

harry: go home .. please . go and play with char . and say to her that i love her .
me: i can't leave you here ..
harry: i'm okay here ..
me: but... no .
harry: if you're not going home .. get niall and char here ..
me: yeah ... i think liam already called to niall ..
harry: okay..
then it was quiet , again .