Someday, this will be true .

so you gotta live it big time
i'm not going to lie to ya . i sat in the bed _three hours_ . but the boys and emma knew that i wanted to be alone . after those three hours , harry ran to the bedroom , and jumped to hug me .
me: ... ?
harry: i'm so so so so so sooooooo sorry ...
he cried, like a baby ..
me: ........
harry: can you please forgive me ... ?
me: .....
harry: babe ...
me: harry , i love you . more than anything ... i don't blame you ... there's so messy inside of me .. i don't know what to feel, what to say or what to do ..
harry: so ... you're not mad ... ?
me: noo i'm not ... why should i be mad to ya ..?
harry: because... this is my fault .. don't you even say that it's not, because it is .
me: hm ..
then louis knocked on the door .
louis: hey .. i think you should go to see the doctor .. ? my dad's friend Tom is really cool guy, and i think he has day off today, so maybe you can go to see him ?
harry: yeah sure .. what do you think babe ?
me: yeah...
louis: oookay, i'll call to him , you should get your clothes on and harry could you order a cab please ?
harry: yeeeees.
louis closed the door . harry looked at me .
harry: don't look so sad ..
me: hmh ..
harry: now go on and get your clothes babe .
then he kissed me.
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wooho . greeeat . so we went to see the doctor . i don't remember what happended . i was so shocked . this is everything what i remember :
Tom: wooa, i'm happy that i can told this to you, you're going to have twins !
me: WHAT !?
harry: YOU LOUIS' DAD'S FRIEND TOM YOU SAY WHAT ?
after that, i don't remember what happended .
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when we came back to One Direction's house , emma ran to us.
emma: what did he say ?
me: ... harry ?
harry hugged me, he knew that i was feeling bad .
harry: erm ..
emma: yeah ?
then the boys came to the hallway too .
zayn: so .. ?
harry: well , i can say that my life is going to be ... difficult ..
liam: what do you mean ?
harry: twins ..........
a quiet moment . everybody was just looking at me and harry like ' whaatttt ' .
niall: wohoo can i be the godfather !?
emma poked niall.
emma: niall, don't ...
harry: nobody's going to be the godfather .. we're not going to keep them .. i think ..
harry leaved the boys and emma to the hallway and pulled me to his bedroom . he closed the door . i went to sit on his worktable chair .
me: what are we going to do .. ?
harry: i don't know .
me: this is too .. hard for me.. i can't do this anymore ..
harry: are you intimating something .. ?
me: hm, maybe ..
harry: are you going to ........ leave me ?
me: ......
harry just stared at me . then he started to crying . he fell on his knees .
harry: what ...... you can't ..........
me: but ....
harry: no . you're not going to leave me.
then he got up, and came to me, and took my hand . and started to sing .

if you ever leave me baby,
leave some morphine at my door,
'cause it would take a whole lot of medication,
to realize what we used to have ,
we don't have it anymore .

i started to crying .
harry: this is going to be pretty hard... but .. why do you think that .. we're not gna keep them ?
me: because of you . your job .
harry: so ... ?
me: it would be too .. hard for you.. i mean, all those paparazzi's etc ..
harry: hah, i'm not afraid of paparazzi's lol ...
me: and i'm too young .. i'm just 18 ..
harry: ... can you even think about it ?
me: harry, i'm too young ..
harry: hey, so am i . i believe that we're going to ... survive . together .
me: hm ..
harry: can you just ... even think about it ?
me: but ...
harry: please .
me: okay ..
harry: and one thing .. can you smile ? i really miss your smile ..
me: there's nothing what would make me smile at this moment ..
harry: hm .. lets go to the living room ..
me: hm okay.
harry took my hand and pulled me to the living room . zayn was jumping around with louis ... ? and liam played some video games, and emma and niall were just snuggling .
emma: omg roosi guess what !
me: what ?
emma: omg omg we're going for a holiday with niall !
me: to ... ?
emma: France !
me: okay . cool .
emma: well , thanks for being excited .
me: sorry ..
louis: haaa niall ,, are you gonna , you know.. hint hint
niall: louis. please. shut. the. fuck. up.
emma: whaat ?
louis: nothinnggg ....................
emma: niall , tell me !
niall: what ?
emma: huh ?
niall: what ?
emma: nothing ?
niall: okayy .
zayn: LOUEH DO THE WIGGLE DANCE !
louis: HEY, WE HAVE LADIES AROUND HERE ! I CAN'T DO THAT !
zayn: YES YOU CAN !
louis: NOO
zayn: YEEEEEEESSSss
louis: niall i'm hungry, go make some food .
niall: YEAH emma lets go .
emma & niall went to the kitchen and harry leaded me to the sofa .
harry: darling ..
me: ?
harry: i know i say this all the time .. but i love you .
me: owh ... i lov....
louis: WAIT HARRY ! you don't love me anymore? oh my fucking god, i'm so disappointed right now .
harry: ahahahaahaaa of course i love you !
louis: great !
liam: ........
then suddenly harry's phone rang . he answered , and then .
me: who was it ?
harry: olly .
me: MURS ?
harry: yess
me: what did he say ?
harry: he's coming todayyyyy
me: OKAY. now i can smile .
harry: yeah !
me: omg omg omg omg omg !
harry: heey babe relax !
me: i can't !
harry: now there's that girl, which i fell in love with !
me: heh !
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