Someday, this will be true .

i'll be there in a heartbeat .
so, that was the story of emma and niall , -> back to the reality . so like i said , i fainted . and when i woke up, tadaaaadada,, i woke up in a hospital . da fuq ? ,, indeed . harry was sitting on a chair next to me.
me: what the ...
harry: oh god, you woke up ! i almost thought that you were dead ..
me: first of all ... what the fuck am i doing here ?
harry: well .. after a minute when i came to our bedroom, you were laying on the floor, and you didn't wake up, so we called an ambulance .. and yeah .. you've been sleeping like .. two days. emma and niall are already back in the uk .
me: TWO DAYS ? what the fuck ?
harry: yeah.. i literally thought that you were dead ..
me: what's going on .. ?
harry didn't say anything . he bit his lips .
harry: do you really want to know .. ?
me: yes ..
harry: well.. we lost our other baby ..
me: what .................. why ... ?
harry: it was .. too weak . i don't really know . i don't remember . they took it away .
me: oh god .....
harry: and you had a dehydration .. and don't ask me why . i don't .. know .. but you're okay now ..
me: ..........
harry: but i'm okay... i mean mentally okay . that baby thing doesn't bother me anymore.. i think it's easier to take care of one kid ..
me: yeah .. but what about the other one ? is it okay ?
suddenly harry looked really happy. he smiled .
harry: yes . the doctor told me that it's a girl .
me: a girl ? omg .. that's , amazing ..
harry: yeah , it is.
me: harry.. are you alright .. ? you sound a little bit ..
harry: i've been awake two days, because of you , so i'm tireeeed
me: what ... ? you didn't sleep ?
harry: mh.
me: why ?
harry: because i just wanted to see that you're okay. i waited that you'll wake up . two days . and now you'll ask why .... because i love you .
me: hm ..
harry: yeah ..
me: when we can leave ?
harry: today, i think ..
me: .. now ?
harry: well they're coming to do check that you're okay. then we can leave. i have that Sugarscape interview today, i can't miss it, so we have to hurry .
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when we got out of that fuuucking hospital, we went to One Direction's house , i changed my clothes , and we headed to the studio. luckily it was a private occasion so there were no fans, wooho . me and emma were sitting in the backstage.
emma: have you already heard what happened there in France .. ?
me: hah, i've been like two days in coma, so no , i don't, tell meeee
emma: okay well .. we were at the Eiffel Tower, just chatting some random things .. when suddenly ..
emma showed my her ring .
me: OMG !!!!!!!11  omgomg ! oh-my-god . when the weddings are ?
emma: we haven't decide it yet .. maybe next year ..
me: cool !
emma: but you were in hospital ... why .. ?
me: .. well . i had a dehydration and ...... we lost our other baby ..
emma: you ............ what ?
me: i don't wanna talk about it ..
emma: hmh ...
me: ........
emma: sooooooo, when are you gonna get married ?
me: erm .. i don't know .. ? if i could only get this kid out of the way ..
emma: it's gonna take a loong time ..
me: yeah i know ..
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back in da houseeee
when we _finally_ got back to the house, harry headed straight away to our bed . i was so tired too so i went to sleep with harry . when i went under the blanket , harry stared at me. he looked happy .
me: what ?
harry: nothing .
me: ?
harry: you're just so beautiful ..
me: hah ..
harry: what we would call her ?
me: who ?
harry: ...... our baby ?
me: aaaah i don't know ..
harry: well, we have time to think about it..
me: yeah ..
harry: hm.. i really screwed up there in that interview ..
me: how ?
harry: well .. i slip that my parents will be grandparents ........
me: ouch .. well, better now than never .
harry: yeah.. i'm really waiting that what all those magazines will write..
me: mh..
harry: but now , lets go sleeping. good night babeee
me: good nightt
then harry gave me a good night kiss .