if i'm doing this right, i'll be leaving tonight .
the next day, i woke up, when someone was knocking on the door . i went to open it . it was harry .
me: go away ...
harry: no. i'm not gonna go away , before we talk this thing out .
me: there's nothing to talk about .
harry: i don't wanna lose you .
me: ............
harry: please .. give me another chance ..
me: bye .
i closed the door . i felt horrible . what have i done . oh my god . i leaned to the door , and slid down . i cried . i think harry was still behind the door . i wanted him back . even a day, without harry . felt just . horrible . but he did something , that i'll never forget . then i heard steps . harry was gone . i didn't know what to do.
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two weeks later
louis knoced to my door . i opened it .
me: hi louis .. come in
louis step in and i closed the door .
louis: are you alright ..?
me: yeah .. i think ..
louis: well ... i can say that harry isn't alright ..
and at the same moment . something happened inside of me. a small heart attack .
me: what do you mean..?
louis: he has been crying . he don't eat like .. nothing . and the worrying thing is .. he has cuts .. all over his arms . there's really nothing we can do . and sooner or later, media will know something about this ..
me: what .................................
louis: yeah ..
i started to cry .
me: it's my fault ..
louis: i don't really care whose fault it is , but you really have to something with harry. he doesn't believe us .
me: ............
louis: oh don't cry ..
louis hugged me for a while .
louis: are you coming with me .. ?
me: i think that i don't have any chances to say no ..
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in da one direction's housee
i was scared . i didn't know what to expect . i took my shoes off in the hallway . louis said that harry is in his room. i walked behind harry's door . i hesitated . but anyway, i opened the door . when i was inside , i closed the door. quietly and slowly . i turned my head . harry was sitting on the bed , and crying .
me: harry ...
harry raised his head to me . then . he ran to hug me . i hugged him too . ohmygod .
me: what have i done ..
harry: i love you ..
harry freed his hold . at the same moment i looked his arms.
me: oh my god harry ... what have you done ..
his arms ... i can't describe them .. they were horrible .
harry: i think i'm done .
me: what ?
harry: i can't live without you . i can't even think about it . these two weeks .. have been the worst two weeks in my entire life ..
me: i want you back .
harry went quiet . one tear streamed down his cheek . he just stared me .
harry: really ... ?
me: yes .. harry, i know i've been horrible to you . but ..
harry: don't .
then he hugged and kissed me .
harry: oh my god ! did you felt that !
me: yes !
lol the baby kicked .
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