Someday, this will be true .

i can play it inside my head, all that you said to me .three weeks later
asdfg this shit . so . i don't know what to say. but ,, that day, when the boys came back to the uk, emma went to some kind of model partys etc. and it was almost 10pm , and emma supposed to be already at home. but she wasn't . i thought that maybe she has so great time there so she's not coming for a while .
but how ever i was just  watching tv and eating some chips. then i heard that someone was opening the door -> i ran to the hallway .
me: OHMYGODDdd
harry: aaaaah !
then i jumped on his lap, and harry kissed me .
harry: ohmygod i missed you soo much.
me: me tooooo
louis: hey hey hey , the bedroom is over there ..
me: i know i know .
then harry dropped me down.
me: owh my ass thanks for this .
harry: hahahaa
niall: i'm hungry. CHICKEEEN please
me: hey hey hey watch out, they're my food, go get you own !
niall: yeah, zayn, liam , lets go to the market wohooo
zayn: ahh what ever you like it .
liam: hm okay.
harry: roosi .
me: harry .
harry: you look . different .
me: what do you mean ?
harry: you look .. more chubbier ..
me: hah . thank-you .
harry: no no nooo i didn't mean that like that but i don't know.
me: hmh.
louis: hey where's emma ? she's not here ?
me: yeah she's at some kind of model partys y'know . but she promised that she'll be here when you come..
niall: what ?
me: huh ?
niall: she hasn't come back yet ?
me: no ... ? i'm sure she's on her way.
niall: emma isn't a girl like that .
me: like what ?
niall: when she says that she'll be here , she'll be here . there's something wrong .
me: relax she's just partying ..
niall: no. maybe i should call to her .
me: hmh maybe .
harry: cmon babe lets gooo
me: where ? to da roller coaster of ma life ?
harry: yeah sure, if that's my room .
me: aah okaaay.
then harry took my hand and pulled me to his room .
me: maybe you should unpack your luggage ... ?
harry: hm it doesn't matter right now .
he closed the door. then he looked me .
me: what ?
harry: there's something wrong with you ..
me: hm, no there's not ?
then he pushed me against the wall, and kissed me .
harry: aaaah you smell so goooood
me: hah ...
then he lifted me to his lap and carried me to the bed.
me: is this real ...
harry: i think so ..
then he took his shirt off.
me: omfg those abs
harry: haah if i would be you, i would be looking down that v-line ......
me: HEY .
harry: whaat ?
suddenly louis opended the door .
louis: hey i'm so sorry for cutting off your sex moment but emma doesn't answer to her phone and.. yeah maybe roosi you should go looking for her with niall ..
harry: what nooooo .
me: harry i really need to go .
harry: hmh .
me: i'll be right back.
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at da partysss 
niall: woah this is what i call 'partying'
me: yeah ..
the music was sooo high, that i didn't even hear my thoughts . then eleanor came .
eleanor: what are you doing here ?
niall: looking for emma ..
me: have you seen her ?
eleanor: umh.. yeah, i think .. she went to the bathroom..
niall: lets go.
niall took my hand and we ran in front of the bathroom . niall opended the door .
niall: HOLY SHIT
emma was laying there . i think he was really, really drunk . niall went to next to him and took emma to his lap.
niall: emma... are you alright ?
emma: huh ?
niall: hmh ... i hate to see you like this .
emma: hm ..
then niall burst crying .
niall: what's wrong with me .. this is my fault ...
me: no it's not niall .
niall: yes , this is ..
emma: i'm not the one for you niall ...
niall: what ? yes you are. i love you...
emma: i'm not too good for you . you deserve someone better than me ..
niall: how can you even say that ?
niall just cried . i don't know what was wrong with emma .
niall: emma, i'll never ever leave you .. i love you too much .. i can't .. i just can't even think about life without you ..
then emma fall asleep. niall hugged her . and then , suddenly. i fall down to my knees, and i holded my stomach. damn, i didn't know, but it hurted really much .
niall: what's wrong .. ?
me: i ... i don't know .. oh my god ..
niall: what ?
me: my stomach ...
niall: great, now i have to carry two girls away from here yeah.
me: no, i can walk ..
niall: okay lets go .. i'll carry emma to the cab .
me: hm yeah .
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back to the one direction's houseee. 
at the same moment when i step to the hallway all of the boys rushed to us .
liam: oh my god .. is emma alright ?
niall: hm i think so .. but i'm gonna go to my room, i really need some confidential time with her ..
niall carried emma to his room .
zayn: hm.
louis: by the way, roosi, if you didn't know , harry is horny , hint hint .
harry: LOUIS WHAT ?
louis: haaa
me: ........................... nice to hear that .
harry: c'mon lets go.
harry took my hand, and leaded me to his room. holy shit . there was candles _everywhere_ . i almost started to cry . it was so so so beautiful. harry closed the door . then came a quiet moment .
me: oh my god harry ..
then harry hugged me.
harry: I don't know what I'd do without you. you keep me grounded and i wouldn't be nothing without you .
me: oh ....
harry: come on ...
he leaded me to his bed . we just sat there . just me and harry . suddenly harry started to kissing me . and asdfghjkl whops , suddenly we were laying under the blanket . but what happended ? it's on you . you know what happended.
harry: dear ...
me: mh ?
harry: i'm happy.
me: ha, i'm too .
harry: y'know ... i've never been this happy .
me: what do ya mean ?
harry: i just ...... i just love you so much ... i can't tell you how much ... my words can't describe ..
me: owh ... i lov ... oh my gooooooooosh
i jumped off the bed , took my bathrobe and ran to the bathroom. i puked . yeyy . what was wrong with me . hm . i walked back to the bedroom.
harry: oh-my-god.
harry was pale . so so so pale . and i saw that he was scared .
me: ........ what ?
harry: she was right .
me: who ?
harry: oh my god. what am i going to do now ..
me: what ?
harry: how long time it is from the last time? i mean weeks .
me: erm about 13 .. ? maybe 12 , i can't remember.
harry: holy shit ......
me: seriously , what ?
harry: think . you remember ? and you feel sick very often ? i think you know what's going on .
me: .......
harry: .........
me: .......
harry: ......
me: MOTHER OF GOD
harry: EXACTLY
me: oh my god ..
then louis opens the door.
louis: what the hell are you guys screaming here ?
me: .......
harry: .......
louis: you both look pale .. what's going on ?
me: oh-my-god . i ..... i just can't ..
louis: what ?
harry: my life is over .
louis: seriously guys ...
harry: louis ... can you please go ..
louis: yeah, sure ...
louis closed the door .
me: oh my god ..
harry: this is my fault .. 
me: no it's not ...
harry: yes it is .
me: .....
harry: oh god ..
me: how can i .... i can't ...
then i just started crying . harry raised his look at me . he came to hug me .
harry: owh ... darling ... we're gonna fix this thing out ... lets go sleeping , and lets think this trough tomorrow .. 
me: okay ...
then we went to the bed . harry wrapped his arms around me .
harry: it's gonna be alright .. but remember this .., what ever it takes, i will always love you, i'm not gonna never let you go . even when it's hard, i'll always be there for you . just shout whenever, and i'll be there . 
it was terrible . 
i woke up at 3am when i heard that someone was crying . it was harry . he was crying on bed's border . i didn't want to say anything .