Someday, this will be true .

you know i'll be you life, your voice, your reason to be.
all these things, what have been happended , they're really hard to explain. maybe we should chance to emma's perspective.
there i was , standing on the London Bridge. standing face to face with death. it was cold. but it was a really beautiful weather, it was snowing. i went to sit to the balustrade. i sat there a long time. until i heard some yelling. i watched over my shoulder. it was niall.
niall: emma what the fuck are you doing!?
me: go away, i don't wanna see you anymore.
niall: oh come on. come down there.
me: why should i ?
niall: why? because i can't just watch next when you're killing yourself. please, if you really,really love me, you should come down now and do something.
i hesitated . what niall did to me, was so wrong.. but i obey him.
me: so now i'm here, what should i do?
niall: hug me.
me: i can't.
niall: why ........ ?
me: because you should think what you've done. you don't even know how much it hurted.
niall: and you said on phone that this is over now? you don't know how much that hurted.
then niall burst  crying. so did i.
me: .... i'm sorry.
niall: it's okay.....
then niall hugged me, actually he squeezed me .
niall: i will _never_ let you go.
me: neither do i.
niall: lets go to Nandos.
me: ..................................... okaay.
then we spent the whole evening at the Nandos... at least, when we were back to One Direction's house we saw roosi and harry laying on the sofa, like an old couple, haha :-D zayn, liam and louis were playing Fifa on psp3.. i don't understand how can they play all the time ..
roosi: EMMA OMFG ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!
me: yess i'm fine relax......
roosi: don't you even think about doing something like that. we all love you and you've got no reason to kill yourself.
me: i know......
niall: emma lets go to my room, i have something to say to you ..
i followed niall to his room.
niall: come sit here with me.
me: what's going on?
niall put his hand around me.
niall: i just want to say.. that i love you so much.. there's no words to describe how i feel when i'm with you . you mean everything to me. when harry called me and said that you're gonna do suicide or something, i literally almost got an heartattack.. even a day without you now... it's not ever possible.. i've never felt something like this before. i'm saying that i just love you.. i hope you understand.
me: oh niall.... i love you too..
niall: please don't ever leave me.. i just can't live without you.
me: i promise.
let's dance in style, let's dance for a while,
heaven can wait we're only watching the skies.
hoping for the best, but expecting the worst,
are you gonna drop the bomb or not?
let us die young or let us live forever
we don't have the power, but we never say never
sitting in the sandpit, life is a short trip
the music's for the sad man.
forever young,
i want to be forever young.
do you really want to live forever?
forever, and ever

forever young,
i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever?
forever young.