Someday, this will be true .

i wanna be forever young.
emma was out of her mind. i didn't know what to do, she just cried, cried and cried. she didn't even eat. at least she drinked ... but i got an idea.
me: emmaaa , i'm going out with harry, bye!
emma: yeah.bye.
no , i wasn't going out with harry, i went out with niall. he was so upset too, i just can't watch when someone is so upset and sad. niall even weren't in one concert, he said that he just couldn't sing, he was so sad. but anyway, surprise, we went to the Nandos. but the weirdest thing was, that niall wasn't hungry..
me: niall, do you want something to eat?
niall: no, i'm fine. i'm not hungry..
me: what ? you're not hungry? are you out of your mind ?
niall: ....... i'm just so sad. always when i think of emma and our amazing times.. but it's kind of stupid. i don't even know her. but she's just so.. different. ...
then he started crying. like a baby, i didn't know what to do. i hugged him, and i hugged him for about half an hour.
me: niall, maybe you should speak to emma ?
niall: i could, but i think emma doesn't want to talk with me ..
me: let me handle that thing.. i'll fix this, it was kind of my fault, i let emma buy that magazine..
niall: it's okay.. lets go to our house.
then we walked to One Direction's house. we saw some fans _againnn_ and for my luck.. some paparazzi came too ..! i'm so fucked if i see some magazines where reads ' niall horan's new girlfriend '
when we finally were in boys' house, harry looked me sadly.
harry: roosi, where have you been..? on a date with niall?
me: noo, it's a long story.. i think niall has told you already. about that magazine etc.
harry: ohyeah..
me: so there's nothing to worry about dear. but why do you look so sad?
harry: i've been missing you so much, i haven't seen you like forevers.
me: haha, if forever is a week, maybe you'll get mad when you're going to touring around the world.
harry: even a minute is too long time for me . but you're coming touring with us right? then he came to hug me, i wish that he would never let goooo.
me: hmmh, maybeee. but how ever, i've been missing you sooo much too.
and omg, then harry kissed me, it was so warm and i think it lasted like forever . then louis came up.
louis : AWW YOU'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER !1 maybe you should get married and have a kid !
harry: yeah louis if you want i can kiss you to !
louis: what nooooo , i'm not gay! 
me: oh you guys are so funny..
niall: yeah. maybe i'll go to my room ..
then everybody dissapeared. it was just me and harry. harry looked me straight to the eyes and said:
harry: i love you so much..
me: what...
harry: i love you.
me: really?
harry: yes..
me: owh.. i love you too..
then the quiet moment came. we spent 5minutes just hugging each others.
me: i'm sorry but i really have to go now.. emma is so sad and i have to take care of her ..
harry: can i come with you?
me: sure.
we don't have the power but we never say never.
i can't believe what i saw when we came to our hotel room with harry. the whole room was messed up. 
me: emmaa, are you here?
no one. i checked the whole place, no one. but then i saw a letter, on the floor.

i can't do this anymore.
 i loved him so much.
 if you have something to say
, please come to the London Bridge ..
 before i die.
emma.

me: WHAT ? this is all my fault !
harry: no, it's not ! it's not your fault, sometimes everything doesn't go so ...... well.......
me: oh god......
harry hugged me _again_.
harry: dear... it's not your fault. but what ever it will take, i'll always love you. but now, lets go, we can't let emma die ..
me: yes, but maybe niall should go..
harry: oh yeah, exactly..
harry called to niall, who literally ran to emma. but, he was almost to late.
i keep playing it inside my head,all that you said to me.i lie awake just to convince myself,this wasn't just a dream.