when i saw your face, i fell in love .
when we got back to home, harry was really quiet . liam and niall went back to one direction's house . i went to wash my teeth . when i went to our bedroom. harry was already in the bed . i went next to him .
me: harry .. what's wrong ?
harry: nothing. everything's fine .
me: ... then why did you wanted to leave so early ?
harry: i told you . i felt myself sick .
me: you don't look like your going to be sick ...
harry: hmh ..
me: there's something going on . really .
harry: no there's not !
it was the first time when harry actually yelled to me .
me: hey don't yell.. char is sleeping .
harry: sorry ..
me: harry ..
harry: yes ?
me: you're hiding something .. why can't you just tell me ..?
harry: i'm not hiding anything ..
me: yes you are ..
harry: no i'm not ! what's wrong with you ? you don't trust me anymore .
me: no, i trust you . but you're hiding something. you've never yelled to me .
harry: i'm going to sleep on the sofa .
then he jumped off the bed and went to the living room.
in the morning
i woke up at 9am, and harry was already awake . he was in the living room with char . i came out of the bedroom . harry ignored me .
me: good morning ........... ?
harry: hi .
me: you haven't done any breakfast ?
harry: no i haven't .
me: oh please . now . tell me what's wrong .
harry: ..........
he looked down .
harry: it's complicated ..
me: haa, so there's something wrong with you ...
harry: i'm a horrible man ..
me: no you're not ..
i went to sit next to harry . char climbed up to harry's lap.
me: tell me .
harry: i can't ..
me: what ? hey , we're getting married soon, and you can't tell me something what's on your mind . idk is it big or small thing .. but can you just tell me ..
harry: you're gonna hate me after i tell it to you ..
me: no i'm not gonna hate you ..
harry: really .. ?
me: yea ..
harry: okay ... well .. at those parties .. i saw this girl ... kate ..
me: and.. ?
harry: oh my god .. i can't ..
me: just tell me . please ..
harry: ugh .. i've slept with her .. three times ... that's why i wanted to leave those parties .
me: and we weren't even dating when you slept with her ..... ?
harry: .... actually .. when you were pregnant ..
then i just . i thought that wouldn't be so .. horrible . but it was . i think my heart stopped . i went totally numb .
me: .......... what ..
harry: please forgive me ..
me: how could you .. harry why ..
harry: i couldn't live without ...
me: you couldn't live without what ? sex ? please . you're sick ..
harry put char on the floor and then he looked at me .
harry: babe .. i'm so sorry ..
me: don't . i can't believe how could you do that .
he started to cry .
harry: please ...
me: no . bye .
harry: what ? no !
i was already almost opening the front door, when harry ran in front of me .
harry: please don't go .. what about char .. you don't have any place to go ..
me: i know you don't love me. that's why you did it .
harry: excuse me, what !? hey girl, i proposed you, we're getting married, and you're saying that i don't love you . this is something what i can call totally bullshit .
me: .......
then he took my hands . and watched me for a while . he kissed me for a long . i think it lasted like forever .
harry: and you say i don't love you, huh ?
i smiled . i knew that harry loved me .
me: don't you never ever again dare to do that .
harry: well. now when i can have you everyday , i'll never fall for something like that again .
me: hah, everyday ...........
harry: well at least four time in a week .
me: you're counting how many times we have sex ...............?
harry: why not ?
me: harry you're amazing .
harry: i know it .
he pulled me back to the living room . we sat on the sofa .
me: sooo what are we going to do today ........... ?
harry: we have one interview at 3pm and then ....... yeeah then we're going to have ......
he winked to me .
me: oh my gosh harry, everyday, really ?
harry: just enjoy the riiiide .
me: hahaahah
harry: why's our balcony door open ..... ?
me: wtf .. i don't know ..
harry: wait a minute ... where's char ...
DADAAAAAAAAAA THE PANIC .
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