Someday, this will be true .

so just take it all, and watch how i fall, always thinking you'll catch me, you're killing me slowly .three weeks laterrrrrrr
after those weddings, emma and niall went for a holiday to LA , for a three weeks i think . the boys had pretty much interviews so i was alone most of the time , and honestly , i don't know why , but my head just . exploded .
the boys came home . i was just crying in harry's room corner . idk why . harry opened the door . he watched at me.
harry: ...?
me: ..........
harry: erm, what's going on ?
he came next to me .
harry: is something wrong babe ?
me: .......
harry: why are you crying ?
me: ... i don't know ..
harry: what the fuck ? what's wrong with you ....?
me: you're gonna leave me someday . i hate myself . i'm ugly . i'm fat . i'm .....
harry: what ? how can you even say things like that ... i'm not gonna never ever leave you . really . you're the most beautiful person i know . and you're not fat . you're perfect to me .
me: but harry i'm not perf......
harry: i don't say that you're perfect , but you're enough for me .
me: .............
harry: now.. i don't really know what's wrong with you.. but can you please .. cheer up ? we're having a baby like in .. i don't know, in two weeks , i think ?
and then da fuq happened, indeed .
me: oh god .
harry: what ?
i just held my stomach .
harry: what ? what ? what ?
me: i think ...
harry: what ?
me: i think she's gonna ..
harry: who what what ?
me: i think she's coming now .. the baby .
harry: what ?
me: .....................
harry: ...................
me: ...................
harry: ..................
me: ..................
harry: ...................
me: if i can ask, could you take to the hospital , huh ?
harry: ......
me: HEY DUDE I'M HERE GIVING A BIRTH AND YOU'RE JUST LOOKING AT ME .
harry: yeah lets go .
he pulled me up, shouted to the boys that we're going to the hospital, and ofc all of them were like WOA WE'RE GONNA COME WITH YOU . greaaaaaat